
Staring, I wonder where this mess came from. If only you knew the beginning....I see such beauty underlying the darkness. This reminds me of a few of my past lovers. Purple is representative of peace. Using the purple, I seemed to have drawn the old lover's tale. You see, they call it a tale for a reason, and as you may understand, the black displays the truth to such a lie. I climax a little more each time and it is intense, it is powerful, and my womanhood is discovered in between my right and left legs. I see the picture of beauty in my dreams. But reality is, I cannot seem to grasp that in my head. I live in a manner in which I feel bold and bullet proof. No one shall knock me down! Today I feel weak. I am vulnerable and lonely. Previously not a good match. Art is my way to where I see myself. I have made terrible decisions in my past. I have trusted people not trust worthy, loved those who wanted nothing to do with my love, and put my whole heart out on the line only to have it shoved back into my face. My intents were always with the person's best interest in mind. I have gone wrong.